Today I am fulfilled, joyful, and feminine—all things that I never was while living as a lesbian. I am no longer sexually attracted to women.

Christians were the people who loved me wholeheartedly and ultimately helped free me from the pain I had carried in my heart. They responded to my vulnerability with tenderness.

As I chose to follow Jesus and surrender my sexuality to him, he began to show me what it meant to be a son and to walk in purity.

God quickly began showing me that I was created to be holy. From that moment forward I could no longer live as a gay man.

In contrast to what most people would think, I actually found great freedom to stop acting on my same-sex desires.

My life without sex addiction or lesbian attractions is more fulfilling than I ever could have imagined. I have never felt so whole.

The gay identity I once explored had only limited my ability to fully express myself. Now I feel comfortable in who I am as a man.

My attraction to women completely disappeared. I love the way that I look; I enjoy being a woman and can now express that healthfully.

I watched personal testimonies on YouTube of many other ex-gays who talked about their journey.  If they had found genuine transformation, then I could too.

Six years after leaving the gay lifestyle, I met my wife, Amanda. I love being a husband and "Daddy" to our three children.

We read books that helped us gain perspective on our sexuality. Today, I feel more peace within myself than I ever have in my whole life.

The resources I sought gave me a vision and hope that real change was possible.